Tomorrow I'm making cupcakes, although my mum has had words with me, she said that if I carry on making cupcakes every week I need to take them to work because my stepdad is eating them all and he's going to put weight on... oh dear.
I have the January blues I think, I've started to notice how cruel people can be. I just don't understand how people can say that they're your friend and then just toss you aside. Everyone who I become close friends with seems to do this, and I mean everyone... I'm starting to think that maybe it's something to do with me, maybe I'm too difficult or don't make an effort.
When I look at it though I never have this problem with any of my friends who are more 'mature', maybe it's just that my other 'friends' are too young and to be honest I find girls extremely difficult to be friends with, they're just so darn bitchy!
My problem is though that when anyone is like that with me, and just generally treats me like crap and fobs me off I tend to go crawling back to them because I don't want to lose any of my friends because I don't really have very many to be fair... but if I continue to do that then they're going to continue to walk all over me.
So right now I am going to make one more new years resolution
- I will not let people walk all over me anymore
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