'Brown Crisps'

I haven't wrote anything for a while, my head is all over the place at the moment... 

Yesterday I went to see a housing estate that's being built nearby and we seen this lovely house and you could get it on easystart where they pay 15% to start with and you pay them back in 10 years... Today I sent my other half back after we worked out our budget and they've changed the house plans OVERNIGHT to a bigger and nicer house... so obviously just our luck the mortgage doesn't quite work out unless we pay an extra £2,000 deposit (considering we'd need to raise £7,000 by July this was quite a worry) then my dad steps in saying that he'll buy it and then we can pay him back in rent and blah blah blah and who knows what's happening now, so my head is like mush at this very moment =\

I baked brownies on Wednesday or as my stepdad called them 'brown crisps' my mum said that it shouldn't put me off baking because brownies are very difficult to bake knowing how long they need to be in etc... 

However I was then watching an episode of 'Teen Cribs' (yes I'm sad I know) and there was a 13/14 year old baking the scrumpiest looking brownies ever, so right now I feel like a failure....

To cheer me up though my mum has bought me a 'JML Big Top Cupcake' 

AMAZING!

So I'm going to attempt to make a giant cupcake next Wednesday & also fingers crossed obtain a house =\